a brief letter to my nineteen-year-old self

Wow, old closed down blogs are FUN.

Here's a good one from January 2004 (Cannot link to this anymore, it's from that closed blog - it's fascinating how much I wrote back then, and Christ, I did close that down for A LOT of good reasons, hahaha. hmm.)

i remember cleng sharing a fantasy once - the barkada seated around a table in a Makati hang-out, perhaps some posh coffee shop, talking over coffee and cigarettes and cinnamon rolls *yum* about our latest businesses, investments, houses, families, stories, assignments, sex partners *cough* and you know.. erm, that kind of stuff.

LOL SEX PARTNERS. \o/ This strikes me as very funny because this is EXACTLY what we do these days. It's funny, a bit creepy, but YES more funny than anything else. ILU GUYS.

(Cut for old things)


LOL and here's another WTF one from December 2003:

i was thinking, most probably someday, when i'm like 25 and hopefully somewhat very straight, i could 1) open her wedding invite with a grin and 2) go to her wedding reception with my usual appetite.

well, yeah, that's... in six years. that's a lot of time.

LOL WHAT "and somewhat very straight" -- Dear 19, were you drunk? HAHA.

And this from February 2005:

gradmush

almi: isang buwan ko na lang kayo magiging blockmates.

me: hindi, blockmates ko kayo forever...

LOL. *hearts* FOREVER IS TRUE.